Why am I so insane?

That is the big question for today. I am doing my "Introduction to Screenwriting"-script treatment, but does not know what is should contain, so to build my story correctly I have figured out the characters and made who they are and why they do as they do. There are revision-cards all over Alis sofa, and it is all thanks to me and my need to organize everything. Now, the problem is not that I have gotten this far, even though I have been working all day and should have came longer, but it is that I honestly do not know if I need to include it in the treatment. It is not a total waste if I should not include it, but I have lost a lot of time and effort if it is not supposed to be in there. And at this hour, no one is up to tell me what to do, because I have to check with everyone I know because we have all got different information, so the way of doing this is like a bloody puzzle with missing pieces. Kill me now, if you wish to. I do not mind… I am going insane, even though I am on pretty strong medication for it. I hate this time of year when everything you know is tested, and if the outcome is not correct, you are doomed!

Why am I so worried you may ask? Because, if I fail one module I have to retake the year, and since I did a year in Norway that I did not complete, and got no marks to show for, that will most likely mean I am behind with my points. You might not see it as a problem, but if I do not have the required points, I will not get funded, which means I cannot keep studying in England anymore, and that would be heartbreaking.