Too much spare time

I got so much spare time on my hands, that I think I might die from boredom soon. Everyone else that I usually spend time with has either gone home, or is still struggling with exams… Then there is me that has nothing to do, guess I could go home to Norway, but I would be even more bored over there. Instead I sit here disappointed that people make plans with me and then do not keep them because of their exams or whatever. Quite frustrating, I am a planner, I plan my day, that is what I do. But no. That would have been too satisfying for me, would it not? Ugh, so yeah. I am then sat here in my room, trying to see who is willing to come out and play. Haha! … Doing some nail-therapy instead by painting my nails in "Wintermint" that Belle got me yesterday. I love that girl! And the nail polish actually smells minty as well. Brilliant!

Cleaned my room 3 times today just to have something to do, printed out some pictures for a project I am working on, listening to music and went Nando's with the girls at one point. Plans for the rest of the day? Nope! Maybe clean my room a 4th time? Read some "50 Shades of Grey", I honestly do not know. Just anything to keep me from going insane. Raid my closet and start packing, might be a good idea. Haha… It is sad, really.

No more exams

Sorry, I have been quite busy lately with the 48 hour take home exam. I found it very hard, especially Section B where we had to close read a passage, because we never knew how to do this in our course. But all in all I think it went ok, so hopefully (fingers crossed), I will pass. No high hopes for marks, just as long as it is over 40, I will be happy.

Yesterday was the day we finished, or at least had to hand in the hard copy to the office, so Grace and I went to town for a celebratory Nando's, which Nisa joined us on. Came home and was supposed to take a nap before getting ready and going Qube. The nap did not happen because I ended up talking to Ash in the kitchen instead, and when it was time to go out i realized I did not have any money. So I stayed home, but it was worth it. And this morning I cleaned my room, so it is all good now.

Just realized I have nothing more than a 1000 words left of my commentary to do, so I better find a new hobby. Idle hands, you know. Ugh! Not impressed that I have nothing to do while everyone else is revising, and I do not want to go back home just yet. I am not going to miss my friends too much, when I can do something to prevent it.

Everything is falling apart

After all this house-problems, girl-drama, boy-drama and reading for my exams, I can honestly say that I am far from ok these days. So much shit at one time, only a few days before my one and only exam is not fair, and all I want to do is go back to Norway and hide in my bed until it all goes away. But that is not going to happen, it will not get better, and I just have to get through it.
Could have saved me the bastard talking shit behind my back, and this other dudes problems. But yeah, I guess that is life and somehow we all get through it. I just want to stop caring about everything, but it is not as easy as everyone make it seem, at least not now when everything is building up on me.

So homeless me is sat here at Ishi's place, at least until tomorrow. She is watching Game of Thrones while I am doing fuck all, should have been revising, but I will do it a bit later. Read up on the key-thinkers and plan my essay as much as I can, and HOPEFULLY I will be able to pass, but my expectations towards that is as it is with the human race after this week: Minimal.

The flood!

Today I went to see Grace in the SU bar before class, so I met her and Iain in there, Ashleigh and Matt came along after a while as well. Then we went class, and I realized that I know nothing for the exam, so I am without a doubt going to fail. Oh well, whatever. Hashtag re-sit! 

Met Ali on campus and picked up Ishi to go to town and do some shopping, and have that beautiful Nando's. Aaaww, mate! That is the best thing, and it never fails to cheer a person up. Delicious ting… 

Came home, spent about 1 hour with my housemates then we hear a weird sound coming from the utility room and realizes that there is a leak. Our agency was closed, so we called a plumber, but the electricity went and the leak is right next to the fuse-box or whatever it is called. Quite nerve-wrecking, so none of us are staying home tonight. I ran over to Ishi's house, and Belle and Ash went to Ghoni's. Rather safe than sorry. But it was not a good sight. Black water everywhere, smelling like death. 

So here I am, camping with Ishi and having a good time, while people is non-responsive to the world. Hate it so much when someone sends me a text, I answer straight away, and then I get nothing back. What the actual fuck?! Get a grip, human. It is not that difficult. 

The days adventure

I woke up, spent some hours crawling around in my bed to find the exit after being rolled up in my covers like an idiot. Then me and Ash went town, and I got some retail-therapy done after this last week of drama. It helped me, but not my bank account. At least I got what I needed from there, as well as a bite from Nando's. Yay! Then when we got back from town, I went for a walk with Karoline. It was like a little adventure, and fun too! We walked through Greenstead and all, and there is a posh area up there, hidden away. Wish I had a house there… When we were back from our adventure, I hung out with Dan a bit, then went Tesco and now I am home, being bored as fuck. Waiting for my friends to answer whatever message they have gotten within the day. Some take ages, and some simply ignores it. Ugh! Why bother? …

Homesick, a little bit

I am so sorry for not keeping you updated the last week, but there has been a lot of emotional shit going on the past few days. Only good thing is I got my secrets-essay finished today, hopefully Ash will not have too much to say on it, that I can submit it and start revising for that exam I am not going to pass with every effort in the world. It is just not going it happen, even how much I wish for it. Just the same as my love life, not going to happen. Crazy Cat Lady here i come, and there is even an action figure of it! That is honestly so cool! I will try and keep you updated from now on, if there is something important to happen anytime before my exam, but cannot make any promises. So much stress with everything that all I want to do is hide in the shadows like some vigilante in a mask, or go home to the safest place where I can hide from everything; My room in Norway. I kinda miss home at this point, haven't been home since beginning of January.

Grades..

Well, I got my marks back for our last three assignments, but no Approaches To Text which is the one I am most worried about. I am so nervous about it, and the fact that we have not got it back yet, makes me more nervous because of our exam is in less than 2 weeks. This is horrible, I NEED feedback!
The three essays I got back I am pleased with, but one of them fucks up my average for next year, so if I do not get great grades next year (Meaning a first), I can say bye-bye to my Masters. It is so damn PEAK. C'mon, 2 bloody points off a 2:1 for Chris' class. Unless I get more than 63 on my last essay… Which I doubt I will because I do not think Chris will like my Cannibal-story. Ugh. This is a major set-back for my confidence… The two other ones I am more than pleased with, especially the one for Adrians; 68! Still a bit peak that I did not get 70, but I am happy with 68.